masked heart

I have watched My lovely samsoon years ago, but there's a quote there that never really got out of my mind. It goes like this, when we are sick we go to the doctor to be cured, but when our heart aches we self medicate we create ways to forget the pain, we drink ourselves to death, we curse, we do things that we don't normally do. But you know what's the worst self medication? Pretending you aren't hurt at all. I don't know the exact words but I think I have managed to get the gist of it. Loneliness is something that all of us feels at least once in a while. But some loneliness, is out of words. An indescribable pain. When you hurt a girl and she cries out loud, it means that she sheds out the pain and wants to let go. But when you hurt a girl and she never cries it means one thing you have carved a wound at her heart. A wound so deep that she doesn't even have any idea how to heal. This wound is like a hemorrhagic part of your body, it might result to ischemia. Psychological pain is self inflicted. My blog is going nowhere, I am not making much sense. Taba, You really know how to hurt someone.