life as they make it

I am so tired. Dead tired. Why is my life such a big hassle? They say that we always have choiced, we can choose to sulk or te be happy. To hold on or let go. To love or to hate. I'm starting to think that whoever said that is a big hypocrite and never experienced the bitterest of life's flavor. I am sure all of us experienced a situation wherein we don't have a choice at all. A situation wherein whatever we choose the result would be the same, and that's you getting hurt. I'd be damned if I say I experienced everything life has to offer but my idea is that "life is not how we make it" There's more to life that ourselves, the people we love, who loved us, who hurt us, who helped us they are the one who makes our life. Emotions are not part of our heart it's in our brain, and just like the neural sensory archway. The other people are the stimulus, they are there to cause a reaction and brain stimulation. Others affect us big time. No one chooses to be hurt, to feel pain but we can't help feeling that way if our brain tells us that it feels numb due to the stimulant called betrayal. My life goes as how others around me make it. They can choose to please me, annoy me, love me, detest me. The only choice i have is if these things to them in return.