embracing chaos

Another year has began. I've made a lot of new year's resolutions in the past but not even half of them were actually obeyed. Another year. Another year to embrace the havoc and chaos that life continously bring. Though it's hard and most of the time unfair. We have no choice but to eat what's on our plate. Though what was served make us barf or something, as if we have a choice.

How's it possible to feel this lousy towards the incoming year? Perhaps it's because it will be no different than the past years. Continous struggle. If I were to view life in a different angle I wish I could see it through tom sawyer's eyes. We only live once, I just wish I won't feel this lousy towards life after all I'm blessed to have reached this year.

just continue doing that

Take My Breath Away
Written by Emma Bunton/Steve Mac/Wayne Hector
Yeah, if I told you how I feel about you
Would you say the same
And if I wrote it in a letter
Would you keep it or throw it away
I never thought I'd feel the way I'm feeling lately
When everything you seem to do
Just drives me crazy
Every waking day, you take my breath away
With every word you say
You take my breath away
You look at me that way, baby come what may
I hope that you'll always know
How to take my breath away
How to take my breath away
If you told me how you feel about me
Things I did not know
If you said you'd fill my heart with all your love
Until it overflows
I don't know the way you feel
But boy I'm hoping
I always used to hide away but now I'm open
Every waking day, you take my breath away
With every word you say
You take my breath away
You look at me that way, baby come what may
I hope that you'll always know
How to take my breath away
How to take my breath away
Take my breath away, take my breath away
Take my breath away
Every waking day, you take my breath away
With every word you say
You take my breath away
You look at me that way, baby come what may
I hope that you'll always know
How to take my breath away
How to take my breath away
Take my breath away, take my breath away
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Take my breath away, take my breath away

i'm missing you...

MEJA LYRICS

"I'm Missing You"

I miss your love, since you've been gone
I find it hard to go on
The summer sky don't mean a thing
I thought I'd always be strong
I got a feeling inside
and it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So here I am, and everything's new
I should be happy in love
but all I know, I look deep in my eyes
I've never felt so alone
and this feeling inside
it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So what's the meaning of this
to be living like this
it ain't no fun at all
I wonder where are you now
(I wonder where are you now)

I miss your love since you been gone
I find it hard to go on
and this feeling inside
I just break down and cry

just another day

Since this is my first blog, I have nothing much to say. I really don't know what to write in this kind of thing. It will wake much time getting used to. I'm not really open to my thoughts and feelings, most of the time I keep it to myself. So even I was surprised, that I'm posting in this kind of thing. But then again, I think it's worth a try.